all these people are trying to tell me how to run my life. and making plans for the future and having me decide what to do and shit. oh and telling me who to be friends with and who not to, and who to date and who not to. and i'm really scared to anounce my feelings to anyone because they change so often and i know i will offend someone. which is not the way it should be because it is MY life. i can associate with whoever i want to. qiucnvqowdsuoqiiqucbQocinwde. god i've made such an elaborate web of lies not to offend anyone and this drama is exhausting. oh and i have so much homework i won't get to sleep and i havn't worked out in the longest time and feel like a fat cow. fuck.

NO MORE FUCKING MISTAKES FOR ME STARTING NOW.
i give myself too many excuses.
bottom line is it's wrong.
i'm wrong.
but i'm changed as of now.