maybe i was too quick to cut you out completely. i miss you being my best friend. i miss being able to tell you all the stupid things about my day. i miss us just hanging out and having a great time. i want to go back to the days before we dated when things weren't so forced. when we were just truly, purely best friends. i want to call you and tell you this. i know you won't answer. i also know if you do you won't want this after how i yelled at you. i was just really hurt. ugh i might as well call you and see how it goes. i mean i honestly have nothing to lose.