Wow i haven't posted in a while. Time has literally flew by me. Tomorrow will be the completion of the first month of school. Honestly nothing has changed, except for the amount of free time I have of course. This year I am killing it in school. That's because for the first time ever I have had to work hard to acheive the results that I want. This makes me so happy because I was worried that I had absolutly no work ethic. Granted I don't do all of my assignments, but hey I have all A's and two high B's in my AP classes. I'll take it. It's not all rainbows and sunhine though. This year hasn't been fun. Literally almost none of it has been enjoyable. Between school, running, and preping for the SAT I don't have much free time. The time I do get I devote to sleep. Oh and I weighed myself and since summer I have lost 8 pounds. It's the strangest thing the better I do in school the more positively I view myself. Bodywise is what I'm talking about just to clarify. I know that I have been working hard in all areas in my life and slowly but surely I have been gaining more and more confidence. Maybe I don't need to look stick skinny. People will remember me for my accomplishments....not how I looked in highschool. I have been getting a lot healthier since I have joined cross country. Maybe that's the important thing and your appearance will change over time. With all this work I am putting in towards my body and school the future seems nothing but bright for me. I just hope I don't waste it.