well he doesn't even want to talk to me at all. i thought since we dated for almost a year that we could be mature and not ignore each other like fucking middle schoolers but i guess he doesn't want to be friends with me. i would really love that becuase i didn't want to cut him out completely. oh well i guess that ball's in his court now. but i'm actually excited for this weekend. i'm going to my school's blackout game on friday. i have a meet saturday but that night will be fun. i'm going to a music festival where everyone dresses up like zombies! and to end the perfect night i will be seeing the rocky horror picture show which i absolutly love. i'm excited to spend this whole weekend with my best friends which i havn't done in a really long time.