school tomorrow

So much more of my summer assignment left to do. I'll get it done I will just probably not sleep tonight and it will be pretty shitty but hey as long as I turn it in. So basically this as been me all day.

Feel free to laugh. Anyways so I'm actually kind of nervous/ excited for school tomorrow. I'm thinking about it and next year could make me or break me. It's the year that colleges look at most and the year I take the SAT. Well something could happen tomorrow to make me really hurt/ upset so let's hope it doesn't. But other than that I'm pretty excited to meet new people. I mean I'm either a love me or hate me kind of person but I'm sure I'll find at least one person in each class to talk to. Even if I don't that's why headphones were invented so it's all good. I really want to start a new chapter in my life. I'm ready for new people and new adventures. Last year had it's up's and down's but I really want this year to make an impact on me. My life has felt dry recently and I've been trying to change everything about it that I can. I dyed my hair, took on a new sport, and changed up my music taste. I'm not sure exactly what type of person I want to become but since this year I had more freedom to choose my classes it will help me take a baby step to getting there. Here are some of my goals for this year.
 1. To pass my AP exams with 4's like I have done on the past two.
 2. Meet a new person who come the end of the year I can call one of my best friends.
3. Actually have a good body by spring break this year.
4. Try to take a more positive view on life.
5. Only surround myself with people that I genuinely like (not be friend's with someone because I feel obligated to).
6. Not worry about things as much in general.
7. Let go of the past.
8. Whatever obstacles come my way face them head on, no more being a coward.
9. If something is bothering me to just say it.
So as much as I am nervous I think this year will be a good one if I'm determined to make it that. I'm excited for the possibilities that it holds so bring ittttt.