I’m a really shitty friend. I’m so sorry. Maybe I’m not as social as i would like to think that i am. i would rather sit in my room listening to music alone then talk on the phone. I’m only good at talking to strangers. That’s because i won’t ever see them again and i can portray myself in anyway that i want because they won’t get to know the real me. To each person i can become completely different and they wouldn’t even know. i love that. If you want to talk to me you will have to put in a lot of effort and I’m sorry. But it’s really not worth it i promise. I’m trying to get better i really am. I’m sorry you weren’t my first priority. You should be.